Some people say I’m dreaming, am I?
Maybe. I think I’m living. I’m traveling. Seeing, learning I am enjoying myself. I don’t really get the chance to much else. I loathe the domestic arts as my mother calls them. I still do my lessons dutifully and my chores too, but when I get a chance. I go.
It is what it is.
Its an escape. I can’t really travel on Earth. My mother refuses to let me
go anywhere alone. She’s a pain to travel with and grumbles when we go
further than Auntie Red’s house. Uncle Jack was the first person to tell me about Mentalism. Showed me the books in the library. Helped me learn about bees, and convinced mother I needed my very own bunny. It was Auntie Red’s job to distract mother, and she did well.
I want to go as far as I can travel. India, japan, Elysium. Anywhere I can. I want to see it all. I want to write it all and fantastic adventure. I secretly wanted to be a pirate but that was almost certainly impossible. Pirate was not ever a woman’s vocation, this even I could understand. it didn’t mean I didn’t dream.
That was difference in dreams I could be whatever I wanted. Mentalism there are certain rules. Plus, you the traveler sort of make the world. Although, I think its a collaboration of all the Mentalists out there. Co-creating all the places you can go. That and its more permanent than a dream. You wake up it’s gone, here, things stay. Forever? Maybe, who knows. It is always growing and changing.
Society builds women to take the fall. In my view it tears us down makes us feel like we’re not enough. Think about it, anti-aging creams, butt lifts boob jobs. Making women feel unworthy is a billion dollar business. Just watch TV for an hour, you’ll know what I mean.
It begs the question, why?
Why is so bad to be a woman? When you can enjoy being a girl? You don’t seem to be able to anymore. It really seems to be a bad time to have a vagina. Even more so than in decades past,
Hey all back again with another super special question I got from one of you! Just so you know I’m offering readings on fiverrSo if you need me, come get me! With fiverr you don’t need to talk to me its text based.
“Dear Miss G,
I’ve been having some trouble connecting with my friend. What can I do?”
I love this question because you didn’t ask me if they liked you. You assumed they do! You are worthy, and you know it.
It’s a temporary thing, but you knew that. The key here is patience and making yourself glow. Confused? I’ll explain, perhaps your friend is depressed or simply unsure of how to talk to you. So, get happy.
or to quote some wise guy be a lamp unto yourself.
Be capable of being there if they need you but okay if they don’t. Sometimes it’s good to be needed, right?
We all add to ourselves, things we read and see and listen too shape us.
Things are beautiful after you put through my glitter brain. Maybe
it’s because its after midnight and I’m watching Night Gallery.
But, honestly, put a thought in there, shake me up, and give me a pen, you’re liable to get all sorts of things.
Sometimes it’s good we explain where we get our ideas from. In school we were taught cite scources, I was at least I don’t know about you or students these days. just a joke although seriously, figure it out. Life’s a journey. Get on the road, I’m a map maker of sorts. You don’t have to be alone, none of us do.
In developing a more spiritual self you may need some guidance. I want to give it to you for a fiver.
I will be touching on broad and strange topics in future zendollies. Not all of them will them will be about hypno. Some will be about art and or aliens. You might enjoy the ride, I’m finding it weird as I go. As that song goes, I know we’ll be just fine, when we love the ride.
If you don’t make your spirituality a chore, but a joy of discovery. It’s amazing. It becomes everything,today I am lighter and I am happy.